P1437:1, 130:6.1
While they were up in the mountains, Jesus had a long talk with a young man
who was fearful and downcast. Failing to derive comfort and courage from association
with his fellows, this youth had sought the solitude of the hills; he had
grown up with a feeling of helplessness and inferiority. These natural tendencies
had been augmented by numerous difficult circumstances which the lad had encountered
as he grew up, notably, the loss of his father when he was twelve years of
age. As they met, Jesus said: "Greetings, my friend! why so downcast on such
a beautiful day? If something has happened to distress you, perhaps I can
in some manner assist you. At any rate it affords me real pleasure to proffer
my services."
P1437:2, 130:6.2
The young man was disinclined to talk, and so Jesus made a second approach
to his soul, saying: "I understand you come up in these hills to get away
from folks; so, of course, you do not want to talk with me, but I would like
to know whether you are familiar with these hills; do you know the direction
of the trails? and, perchance, could you inform me as to the best route to
Phenix?" Now this youth was very familiar with these mountains, and he really
became much interested in telling Jesus the way to Phenix, so much so that
he marked out all the trails on the ground and fully explained every detail.
But he was startled and made curious when Jesus, after saying good-bye and
making as if he were taking leave, suddenly turned to him, saying: "I well
know you wish to be left alone with your
disconsolation; but it would be neither
kind nor fair for me to receive such generous help from you as to how best
to find my way to Phenix and then unthinkingly to go away from you without
making the least effort to answer your appealing request for help and guidance
regarding the best route to the goal of destiny which you seek in your heart
while you tarry here on the mountainside. As you so well know the trails to
Phenix, having traversed them many times, so do I well know the way to the
city of your disappointed hopes and thwarted ambitions. And since you have
asked me for help, I will not disappoint you." The youth was almost overcome,
but he managed to stammer out, "But -- I did not ask you for anything -- "
And Jesus, laying a gentle hand on his shoulder, said: "No, son, not with
words but with longing looks did you appeal to my heart. My boy, to one who
loves his fellows there is an eloquent appeal for help in your countenance
of discouragement and despair. Sit down with me while I tell you of the service
trails and happiness highways which lead from the sorrows of self to the joys
of loving activities in the brotherhood of men and in the service of the God
of heaven."
P1437:3, 130:6.3
By this time the young man very much desired to talk with Jesus, and he knelt
at his feet imploring Jesus to help him, to show him the way of escape from
his world of personal sorrow and defeat. Said Jesus: "My friend, arise! Stand
up like a man! You may be surrounded with small enemies and be retarded by
many obstacles, but the big things and the real things of this world and the
universe are on your side. The sun rises every morning to salute you just
as it does the most powerful and prosperous man on earth. Look -- you have
a strong body and powerful muscles -- your physical equipment is better than
the average. Of course, it is just about useless while you sit out here on
the mountainside and grieve over your misfortunes, real and fancied. But you
could do great things with your body if you would hasten off to where great
things are waiting to be done. You are trying to run away from your unhappy
self, but it cannot be done. You and your problems of living are real; you
cannot escape them as long as you live. But look again, your mind is clear
and capable. Your strong body has an intelligent mind to direct it. Set your
mind at work to solve its problems; teach your intellect to work for you;
refuse longer to be dominated by fear like an unthinking animal. Your mind
should be your courageous ally in the solution of your life problems rather
than your being, as you have been, its abject
fear-slave and the bond servant
of depression and defeat. But most valuable of all, your potential of real
achievement is the spirit which lives within you, and which will stimulate
and inspire your mind to control itself and activate the body if you will
release it from the fetters of fear and thus enable your spiritual nature
to begin your deliverance from the evils of inaction by the
power-presence
of living faith. And then, forthwith, will this faith vanquish fear of men
by the compelling presence of that new and
all-dominating love of your
fellows which will so soon fill your soul to overflowing because of the
consciousness which has been born in your heart that you are a child of God.
P1438:1, 130:6.4
"This day, my son, you are to be reborn, re-established as a man of faith,
courage, and devoted service to man, for God's sake. And when you become so
readjusted to life within yourself, you become likewise readjusted to the
universe; you have been born again -- born of the spirit -- and henceforth
will your whole life become one of victorious accomplishment. Trouble will
invigorate you; disappointment will spur you on; difficulties will challenge
you; and obstacles will stimulate you. Arise, young man! Say farewell to the
life of cringing fear and fleeing cowardice. Hasten back to duty and live
your life in the flesh as a son of God, a mortal dedicated to the ennobling
service of man on earth and destined to the superb and eternal service of
God in eternity."
P1438:2, 130:6.5
And this youth, Fortune, subsequently became the leader of the Christians
in Crete and the close associate of Titus in his labors for the uplift of
the Cretan believers.
P1438:3, 130:6.6
The travelers were truly rested and refreshed when they made ready about noon
one day to sail for Carthage in northern Africa, stopping for two days at
Cyrene. It was here that Jesus and Ganid gave first aid to a lad named Rufus,
who had been injured by the breakdown of a loaded
oxcart. They carried him
home to his mother, and his father, Simon, little dreamed that the man whose
cross he subsequently bore by orders of a Roman soldier was the stranger who
once befriended his son.