P1398:5, 127:3.1
In the course of this year all the family property, except the home and garden,
was disposed of. The last piece of Capernaum property (except an equity in
one other), already mortgaged, was sold. The proceeds were used for taxes,
to buy some new tools for James, and to make a payment on the old family supply
and repair shop near the caravan lot, which Jesus now proposed to buy back
since James was old enough to work at the house shop and help Mary about the
home. With the financial pressure thus eased for the time being, Jesus decided
to take James to the Passover. They went up to Jerusalem a day early, to be
alone, going by way of Samaria. They walked, and Jesus told James about the
historic places en route as his father had taught him on a similar journey
five years before.
P1399:1, 127:3.2
In passing through Samaria, they saw many strange sights. On this journey
they talked over many of their problems, personal, family, and national. James
was a very religious type of lad, and while he did not fully agree with his
mother regarding the little he knew of the plans concerning Jesus' lifework,
he did look forward to the time when he would be able to assume responsibility
for the family so that Jesus could begin his mission. He was very appreciative
of Jesus' taking him up to the Passover, and they talked over the future more
fully than ever before.
P1399:2, 127:3.3
Jesus did much thinking as they journeyed through Samaria, particularly at
Bethel and when drinking from Jacob's well. He and his brother discussed the
traditions of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. He did much to prepare James for
what he was about to witness at Jerusalem, thus seeking to lessen the shock
such as he himself had experienced on his first visit to the temple. But James
was not so sensitive to some of these sights. He commented on the perfunctory
and heartless manner in which some of the priests performed their duties but
on the whole greatly enjoyed his sojourn at Jerusalem.
P1399:3, 127:3.4
Jesus took James to Bethany for the Passover supper. Simon had been laid to
rest with his fathers, and Jesus presided over this household as the head
of the Passover family, having brought the paschal lamb from the temple.
P1399:4, 127:3.5
After the Passover supper Mary sat down to talk with James while Martha, Lazarus,
and Jesus talked together far into the night. The next day they attended the
temple services, and James was received into the commonwealth of Israel. That
morning, as they paused on the brow of Olivet to view the temple, while James
exclaimed in wonder, Jesus gazed on Jerusalem in silence. James could not
comprehend his brother's demeanor. That night they again returned to Bethany
and would have departed for home the next day, but James was insistent on
their going back to visit the temple, explaining that he wanted to hear the
teachers. And while this was true, secretly in his heart he wanted to hear
Jesus participate in the discussions, as he had heard his mother tell about.
Accordingly, they went to the temple and heard the discussions, but Jesus
asked no questions. It all seemed so puerile and insignificant to this awakening
mind of man and God -- he could only pity them. James was disappointed that
Jesus said nothing. To his inquiries Jesus only made reply, "My hour has not
yet come."
P1399:5, 127:3.6
The next day they journeyed home by Jericho and the Jordan valley, and Jesus
recounted many things by the way, including his former trip over this road
when he was thirteen years old.
P1399:6, 127:3.7
Upon returning to Nazareth, Jesus began work in the old family repair shop
and was greatly cheered by being able to meet so many people each day from
all parts of the country and surrounding districts. Jesus truly loved people
-- just common folks. Each month he made his payments on the shop and, with
James's help, continued to provide for the family.
P1399:7, 127:3.8
Several times a year, when visitors were not present thus to function, Jesus
continued to read the Sabbath scriptures at the synagogue and many times offered
comments on the lesson, but usually he so selected the passages that comment
was unnecessary. He was skillful, so
arranging the order of the reading of
the various passages that the one would illuminate the other. He never failed,
weather permitting, to take his brothers and sisters out on Sabbath afternoons
for their nature strolls.
P1400:1, 127:3.9
About this time the chazan inaugurated a young men's club for philosophic
discussion which met at the homes of different members and often at his own
home, and Jesus became a prominent member of this group. By this means he
was enabled to regain some of the local prestige which he had lost at the
time of the recent nationalistic controversies.
P1400:2, 127:3.10
His social life, while restricted, was not wholly neglected. He had many warm
friends and stanch
admirers among both the young men and the young women of
Nazareth.
P1400:3, 127:3.11
In September, Elizabeth and John came to visit the Nazareth family. John,
having lost his father, intended to return to the Judean hills to engage in
agriculture and sheep raising unless Jesus advised him to remain in Nazareth
to take up carpentry or some other line of work. They did not know that the
Nazareth family was practically penniless. The more Mary and Elizabeth talked
about their sons, the more they became convinced that it would be good for
the two young men to work together and see more of each other.
P1400:4, 127:3.12
Jesus and John had many talks together; and they talked over some very intimate
and personal matters. When they had finished this visit, they decided not
again to see each other until they should meet in their public service after
"the heavenly Father should call" them to their work. John was tremendously
impressed by what he saw at Nazareth that he should return home and labor
for the support of his mother. He became convinced that he was to be a part
of Jesus' life mission, but he saw that Jesus was to occupy many years with
the rearing of his family; so he was much more content to return to his home
and settle down to the care of their little farm and to minister to the needs
of his mother. And never again did John and Jesus see each other until that
day by the Jordan when the Son of Man presented himself for baptism.
P1400:5, 127:3.13
On Saturday afternoon, December 3, of this year, death for the second time
struck at this Nazareth family. Little Amos, their baby brother, died after
a week's illness with a high fever. After passing through this time of sorrow
with her first-born son as her only support, Mary at last and in the fullest
sense recognized Jesus as the real head of the family; and he was truly a
worthy head.
P1400:6, 127:3.14
For four years their standard of living had steadily declined; year by year
they felt the pinch of increasing poverty. By the close of this year they
faced one of the most difficult experiences of all their uphill struggles.
James had not yet begun to earn much, and the expenses of a funeral on top
of everything else staggered them. But Jesus would only say to his anxious
and
grieving mother: "
Mother-Mary, sorrow will not help us; we are all doing
our best, and mother's smile, perchance, might even inspire us to do better.
Day by day we are strengthened for these tasks by our hope of better days
ahead." His sturdy and practical optimism was truly contagious; all the children
lived in an atmosphere of anticipation of better times and better things.
And this hopeful courage contributed mightily to the development of strong
and noble characters, in spite of the
depressiveness of their poverty.
P1400:7, 127:3.15
Jesus possessed the ability effectively to mobilize all his powers of mind,
soul, and body on the task immediately in hand. He could concentrate his deep-thinking
mind on the one problem which he wished to solve, and this, in connection
with his untiring patience, enabled him
serenely to endure the trials
of a difficult mortal existence -- to live as if he were "seeing Him who is
invisible."